HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!! x33

A new DAY comes every 24 Hours...

A new MONTH comes every year 30 Days...

A new YEAR comes every 12 Months...

Goodbye 2008,

WELCOME TO 2009....

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

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Phew-BOOM!!!

ITS NEW YEAR~ x33

HOORAY!! yeah~

wakakakakaka =D

(since now i kinda dizzy after drinking some beer...

so if now i xiao jor...thats kinda normal)

hahahahahaHaHahAhahahHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!

opps... =X

here...

i wan to wish all my dearies and frens...

HHHHAAAAPPPPYYYY NNNNEEEWWW YYYEEEAAARRR!!!!!!!!

let me give u 3 lucky pack :

1 ) HEALTHY

2 ) HAPPY

3 ) SAFETY

add one more...

may all wishes come true ^^

No greeting card to give...

No sweet flowers to send...

No cute graphics to forward...

Just a loving heart from me to all my frens....

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today..

i go to scol at morning to help Jing Wenn and May Suet to wrap books and produce books...

hahahazz!!! sorry that i am really very late... cuz got some emergency... ^^

then start to help...

keep going to laugh...talk...and laugh again...

nice day v them...

aiyeryer...may suet d bf so good...

give her two necklessES as present...

lum dao her arh!!!

admire~ XD...

oh ya!!

thx for ac ya ^^

i kno that day u kinda busy...

but u got help then very good jor~

THX YA XD!!!

after that...

when jing wenn back jor...

need to wait wai cheng's grandpa coming...

so go to help ks and kx them...

they r preparing the poster for orientation day d...

really nice ya ^^

hahazz

got help a little too XD...

then go to buy something v ke xin...

hahazz~ she likes to eat junk food ^^ (same like me)

haiz... but my mom don let me to eat much.. Y_Y...

nvm... sometimes can curi curi makan d~

few minutes then..

go back home le...

tiring... SLEEP!!

zzzZZZzzzZZZZzzzzZZZZzzzZZZZzzzzzZZZZ!!!!

then wake up..

go to eat steamboat v family...

in the car...

my dad keep going scold my bro and i...

very beh song...

no feel jor~

then....

we start to eat...

finally we smile jor..

and laugh a lot...

then dad order a bottle of HENEKEN..

i am so curious wats the taste...

so i drink a half glass...

ehs...i first time feel that HENEKEN is kinda tasty!!

then drink more..

after that my bro also drink a little...

others my dad drink...

3 of us got a little mabuk ald..

laugh and laugh and laugh...

simply talk...

stupid stupid d enjoy...XD

my mum so zadao =.=

she beh tahan us liao WAKAKAKA!!!

maybe thats my family....

angry a while~

few minutes ago...

then recover back le...

xiao xiao d der~

THATS MY FAMILY!!!! x33

and thats the story of today...

THE END...

so happy u called me and give me a wish...

but that time i got a little mabuk...

thats y talking v u so free... not nervours le XD

is that good?? =D

HAPPY NEW YEAR YA dear~ x33

怪...

这几天...

不知何来的感觉...

总是重重地压着我...

它的出现不受控制...

意味着什么??

是不是另一场新挑战的提示??

看来...即将来临的好像是不详的预兆...

怕... (>.<)

最近...我的自信心越来越弱...

可能是不太相信自己的能力...

会不会是想太多??

心情随着情绪起伏不定...

就连看笑剧都提不起劲来...

不可以这样子...要学会控制了...

是时候了...

看着周围朋友那么成功...出众...出色...

强烈的竞争...妒嫉的小心眼...

往往不能停止下来...

惨...!!!

怎么办???

夜深..

你的脸孔离不开我...

你的叮咛...我仍然记得...

这次..是用心去记..

永远忘不了..

爱你...x33

Back to scol to have a Gotong Royong XD

uuUUUrrrRRRhhhHHH!!!!!!!
WAKE UP LE~
go to brush and change...
so miss my bed...
u kno how soft is it?? XD

then as usual i go to scol v my dad's car...
also nothing to say in the car...
disappointed...(>.<)

before that...
go to have a breakfast...
eat yi mian...
yummy ^^~in 33 Kopitiam...
i still think that Dong Fang Cha Shi is better...
hey i am not doing any promotions k?? XD

andden... i rush in to scol...
cuz its raining...
i don wan sick anymore...
then i saw heaw eng...
so curious y he still waiting down there...
hahahazz... yuan lai he don have block C d keys...
nan guai lar...
then he called KS lots of times...
nearly is thousand i think =X...
but still cant contact dao him...
so we just can wait our lucks coming...
andden ac...wai man...yi li...zhen xing...and kok choong...
of course got Fu Lian...
he is the ketua wat...

but we still don have keys...
so i tell sheau en don need to come...
but sudden Mr. Wong came...
so we can go up to have a BIG CLEAN ald..
YEAH~
but i ald call hoho don wan come...
so i don wan call her back le...
don wan ma fan her ^^...

then at 10 like that...
i go down to canteen to meeting PBC club d...
abt one hours more ago...
i go back to pusat sumber to big clean...
jing yi aso go up v me... ^^
thx ya dear... x3

then... we wipe the floor first...
and then we wrap the tables with trasparent wrappers...
whole day with much of funs...
better than stay at home nothing to do...
BORING!!!
today different...
oh yes...
all of us talk...play there...
quite happy ^^~

erm... sorry to heaw eng...
today i kinda bising there...
sorry if i too loud today...
think back this i really must control a little... =X

andden... thats the day in scol...
bought a lots of exercise books in buku kedai...
yeah!!!! means that scol's getting near to reopen date le!!!
EXCITED~
but...
PMR!!!!
I DON WAN~ Y.Y

here...i got a little confuse...

r we frens right now??

i dunno y the aswer so blur..

maybe is just lack of confidence???

dunno...

but today kinda happy ^^

today i talk to u a lot...

ald closer to u cuz told u many things ^^...

i really hope our friendship will more stable and steady...

love u always...

and of course my other dearies~ =]

for u...

of course miss u the most...

thought u got come to scol today...

but nvm...

u ald send me the message to tell me u still r~

thx..^^ touch~

miss u always...

love u too x33

我的圣诞节...

Guess wats that picture??
the answer is...(pls scroll down).. XD

圣诞节到了!!!

好开心哦~

从小到大...我最喜欢的节日...

除了新年以外...

那就是圣诞节!!!!!

因为圣诞节纪念着耶稣基督的降生...

他来到这个世界的目的是为了我们...

为所有的万物牺牲...

他代罪羔羊...被钉十字架

他的爱是比山更高...比海洋更深...

他存在的重要性就好像是人类万buke的氧气...

相信每一位基督徒都一样这么相信他...需要他...爱他...

诚心诚意地来到他的面前敬拜他...

因为人类始终是属于渺茫的...能力是渺小的...

唯独耶稣基督是全能的...

他医治...赦免...拯救...

唯有他不会抛弃世界上的每一个人...

只要你相信他...你就能活得很安心...

因为每一天都有他在保守着你的生活...

因此我们能够得到平安...

平安夜那天...

我们一家人到舅舅的家去庆祝平安夜...

舅舅因为一场疾病后...终于肯相信耶稣...

我真的非常开心...

自从那一天以后...他整个人都360度大转变...

开朗起来...不在活在愤怒的世界里...

全家人都因为主而变得喜乐...

他的见证让我更相信主的确是有能力的...

而我的家人...

他们始终认为舅舅的决定很(...)

妈, 难道舅舅能够因为相信而活下来...

直到今时今日...

还不足够理由跟证据吗??

就算你们不相信都好...

不要诋毁耶稣在我心目中的地位好不好??

你们这样的做法...

只让我更瞧不起你们...更讨厌你们...

u kno wat?? u just let me more disappointed to u all...

really...

sometimes... u all scold me with reasons...

although i don think i should accept...

i also need to try...

cuz u all are my family...

my parents...

but i cant imagine.. u all done this...

made me cry in my heart...

and cry for myself...

cuz i dunno wat to do...(annoying)

come on KJY...

cool down...

don need to angry them with these...

cuz it is not valuable...

don need to sad also...

POSITIVE thinking...

fine..

1 seconds away....

forget it (>.<)

watever...

can have a great dinner with family that day...

is enough...

better than wat also don have ^^...

okay...

smile.. =]...

a big smile will forget everything ^^

GAMBATEH!!!

today i also got go to leisure mall...

to give a present to a fren...

a child that don have parents...

smaller than me 1 year...

he had a dream...in this Christmas day...

wat he needs is a COMIC...some STATIONARIES and a DICTIONARY...

so i bought these to him...

i think i can do something to help him better to angry whole day ^^

think back this...

there is lots of this kind of child needs more loves than me...

i ald is one of the child that is lucky at 25/11/1994...

i ald have parents...frens...

and more..

wat i must to do is spread out some of my lucks to them...

try make their dreams come true...

thats is also a way to say thank you to GOD...

cuz my born is with consists lots of lucks...

better than many of them...
therefore i must try my best to do wat i can do for this child...in X'mas..

the pictures above there...

is the present i gave him...

i hope he will like it..

and life v positive thinking...

cuz i wan him to kno...

although he was the unlucky..

but he still got chances to life...

he can change his life with dreams, hopes and trusts...

hey...u must stand up and left the chair and challenge ur life..

all d best for u =]...

JIA YOU!!!! x33

TO ALL MY DEARS...include u x3...

wish u have a happy merry christmas~

May ur mouth sing HIS praises as ur rejoice in the Savior's birth~

i missed u x33

HAPPY WINTER SOLSTIS!!!! yeah wee~

DA TUAN YUAN... DA TUAN YUAN...BU GUAN JU LI YOU DUO YUAN... XD

my dad, mom, ah gong uncle, cheng cheng, ah onn uncle and xuan xuan~

u're the one oni i think its special.. cuz maybe ur eyes is very cute and charming... XD love ya ^^

HEY!!! DID U USE FORK & SPOON & CHOPSTIK TO EAT?? Y USE UR HAND!!!

wat r u doing?? my mum's food very nice to enjoy right?? hahazzz so excited oo u ^^

right now... we're having our TUAN YUAN FAN!!! yummy.. thx ya mum!! xing ku le =D

yeah wee!!! got coconut to drink le!!!~ thx ya grandpa... LOVE EU ALWAYS~!!

hahazzz i made d TANG YUAN... maybe its size need to increase more~ Xd

SAY CHEESE!!!! keeciak~

MY DEAR FAMILY x33

yeah!!! Full of cheng jiu gan....

hahazzz... those tang yuan is made by ME~this is my dad's bowl...

yoyoyo!!! such a pretty girl... do u believe it?? SHE IS MY MOM...~

Finish jor... see?? my tang yuan so famous... (good buisness then) XD

YuMMy yummy TANG YUAN~ XD

She is my second [SHEN SHEN]....

hey... guess wats she drinking?? actually is the soup of the 'tang yuan'... (made from soya bean..) she is kinda enjoy of it... cuz ITS SWEET... and of course suitable for cutie little child... =D

My BIG BIG BIG family r enjoying there... see?? watching [YI GE HAO BABA]... XD

I miss eu everytime... moment... minutes...seconds.. x33

J3N Y33...=]

Happy Birthday to Wen Hui =]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YA WEN HUI ^^
MAY ALL UR WISHES WILL BECOME TRUE XD...
AND GET STRAIGHT A's IN UR PMR XD

From :::> Jen Yee x33

今天的会议...得到的教训...

今天早上...

很早就起床...

因为被通知到学校去开会...

就跟着老爸一起出发...

在车上...感觉周围的气氛很[冷]...

我们俩简直等于没话聊...

算了...早就习惯了 ^^

今天的会议其实是一个检讨会...

还蛮恐怖严肃的...

不知道为什么... ><

当中...

HEAW ENG 还蛮满意PERMAINAN 的部分...

他非常感谢下午班的参与...

那天每个人都做得非常棒!!!

这句话...

我听了之后...冒冒然暗爽 XD

在这里非常感谢...每一位下午班PPS的配合...

[Jing Yi...Yann...May Shan...Bih Shin...Yee Leng...Kee Jin...Yuen-Yi...Ching Hui...Wei Qi...Huey Chee...Teik Yin...Jia Hui etc...]

没有你们...PERMAINAN的部分就不会因此而美满~

知道那天你们都累了^^...

但是我们换回来的是无法形容的快乐对吧?? =]

此外...

关于司仪方面...

在还没开会之前...

我早就料到...会被指责...

因为当天确实犯下了很多错误...

就连我自己都认为那天没有用心去完成...

觉得自己很没有用...

什么事情...该安排的都安排好了...

只欠那种投入的情绪...

那'东风'...我竟然没有掌握得好...

还连累到别人...

真不够冷静...不够清醒...

虽然她并没有怪我...

但是...我还是觉得...很不应该...

这些错误其实是可以避免的...

记得记得...这类似的错误不可以再重犯!!!

绝对没有下一次!!!

还有...

原来自己与上头的沟通不够好...

反应不够醒目!!!

如果有什么突发事件...

我身为司仪的应该马上通知...

不要让他们的印象有着[不知道]这三个字~

这也是那天蛮严重的错误之一...><

最后...

不知道为什么当天会那么拖...

最好笑的是连我自己都没有察觉到那天司仪的话...

竟然...拖得罗嗦...

咳...不知道是不是自己老了叻?? XD

开玩笑啦... ^^

或许下一次...不要那么罗嗦了哦~

太罗嗦观众会忍不住觉得冷场...

下一次...要好好准备咯!!! GAMBATEH!!

正所谓陈汉祖博士所说的 :

[ 让今天的你,

比昨天的你缺点少,

让明天的你,

比今天的你的优点多.

这就是成长! ]

因着这番很有意思的话...

我告诉我自己...不要因为这一次的错误...

而放弃自己的梦...

应该继续为自己加油努力!!!

明天一定会比今天的我更出色!!!

** 今天有看到你的出现...

因为在忙着...所以没有时间...

今天要加油!!! 你是最棒的 =D **

想你了 x33

Boring HOLIDAYS~ Y_Y

haiz!!!
HaIz!!!!
HAIZ!!!!!
y today so boring der??
wat happen to me orh???
really nothing to do le mer?? Y.Y
dissapointed to my lifestyle...

at morning...
hahazz~
nonono... is afternoon =x...
i wake up...
at 1 something...
i think everyone that ald full timetable-ed...
must say~
WAT DE!!! SO LATE!!!
THE SUN IS SHINING UR BUTTOCK LOR!!!...
this kind of comment... ^^
include my dad... T.T

nothing to do also...
just watching tv...
and eating my 'breakfast'...
cold ald...
100% not available in YUMMY..TASTY...OR DELICIOUS...
CHAM...!!

okay...
later ler...
wai cheng wan to come to my house to play make-up...
wat de...
haiz... okay lor...
better than nothing to do... XD
then a few minutes later she came ^^...

we 2 hor...
so funny u kno?
she brings her make-up tools...
andden i use my mom d...
two funny cutie girls...
make-up-ing in front of my mirror..
hahazzz... two sha po...
hhahahazzz!!!
so funny... ^^

after that... we remove our make-up(s)...
then watching tv...
cuz today i really no mood ooo =S...
lack of the energy than before... ^^
paiseh arh dear~ XD
i really hope that i can always go out to scol...
cuz at least i can work something to away the lack energy d me...
haiz...HATE HOLIDAYS ALWAYS WITH BORING LIFESTYLE!!!

but good news is...
maybe tmr my life got a little bit different...
cuz i got go back to scol... ^^
to meeting and practise chinese dance... X ]
yeah wee!!!
my scol just like my 2 house...
always go in and out geh =D...

hey... dear...
go to Cameron must buy some strawberry to me arh!!!
my favourite ler!!! XD..
jokes k ^^..
have fun there ~ =]

go Melaka also need to buy something to me arh!!!
watever it is...
i will accept if got...
so tamak ooo me XD

GO TAIWAN THAT ONE!!!
don just buy airport chocolate to me ooo !!! XD...
i fight v u de arh!!!

attent v me d dear dear...
don be afraid tomorrow...
jen yee's here!!!
I WILL PROTECT EU... don worry... XD...
or i call xxx to rescue u...
if he mission complete then u must xxxx the xxx arh!!!
i kno u kno wat am i talking abt geh... ^^

for eu...
i really got pray for eu ooo ^^
trust me...
tmr u sure can win the competition geh...
CONFIDENCE for urself...
TRUST urself...
don be scare...
just like u're handle-ing the job in the dinner...
i am ur 'tou hao fans' ooo!!!
GAMBATEH!!!

i miss eu... ^^

BBQ in the behind garden~ XD...SUITE!!!

muakakazzz...
a new day for me.. =D!!!
cheers man!!!! ^^

okay..
today ler...
kinda sad cuz cant go to church...
cuz i really got my reason...
my mom sudden din go to work this morning...
and then she come in my room and wake me up...
she decide to have a mini trip to outside to enjoy a family day...
my first effect must tell her i cant go cuz i promise aunti i must go to church..
budden she is my mom...
and my family...
the most important of my life...
or even everyone...
so i refuse aunti to go church...
kinda sorry to her...
really sorry...Y.Y

andden after the preparations...
we bertolak le...^^
the fisrt place that we go is Pow Heong Design....
to buy my pps uniform... XD
andden my brother also buy his clothes stuff there...
HAHAHA HIS TROUSERS SIZE IS 32!!! XD
he is so fat ooo ^^ but he is really cute~
like a DORAEMON...( i like it )
he also got buy a big new bag...
kinda cool man...

''''haiz... next year go to form 3 le...

kinda nervours...AND EXCITED TOO!!! XD...

but i don wan wake up early in the morning~

EVERYDAY ooo !!!! hate it...''''

okay... back to the story...

after that... we go to Connaught to enjoy our...

BREAKFAST at 12 something... Xd...

funny right??

watever lar...

my dinner also everyday like eating supper d...

the restaurant is near by Poh Yee's house d...

call [ Yu Tou Can Guan ] in chinese...

yummy~ my family like to go there to eat d...

especially on Sunday~ XD...

finish our breakfast jor...

then go back home lor~

dunno y so tiring man...??!!

then i sleep a while lur...

(actually 3 hours le i think)

when i wake up...

my mom say wan to bring me to saloon...

then go lor... XD

my hair also long jor wat...

go to relax and 'clean' my semak samun bahs!!!

my new hairstyle come out le.!!!

nice i think.. XD

OMGoodness...

late to BBQ le...

rush to there dad!!!

when i sampai there!!!!

CHEH~my teacher just reach oni wat??!!

nvm la...

i am not the last one... ^^

WASAI!!! JUST ONE FORM 2 COME ONI ARH??

that ppl mai is me lor~ Y.Y...=.=!!

cannot!!! so i call kai wei... and somemore ppl come...

kai wei reach le...

but i got somebody teman jor... =X...

nvm la...

enjoy bahs brothers... XD

suddenly~

hate man... rain le =.=!?

everyone all sweat andden go to a girl d house...

(not sure who is she... ) XD.. opps... sorry arh~

then everyone is cold.. and starving...

just me.. cai yan and jia hui din sweat oni... XD

cuz 3 of us help teacher to take the information board...

thats enough long to 3 of us... ^^ suite~

after we all clean ourself... we START OUR BBQ PARTY!!!

THE PARTY'S ON!!!

we all enjoy ourself there...

thx ya Miss Xuan... ( the most leng lui organizer..)

and also Miss Lee and Miss Ying..

thx to u all~

plus the 'small teacher'..

the most cute and funny part is...

everyone (just teachers inculde the small one) DANCE man~!

everyone is laughing...clapping and enjoying...

what a nice angle to me to take down a movie~

sad arRhHhhHHH!!! FORGET TO BRING MY CAMERA~ Y.Y

after the party... we all help to clean the unknown ppl's house...

few minutes ago...

we all decide to go to the garden back...

no rain ald mar...

of course play games there...

we all walk to there...

wasai.... everybody so excited ooo ^^...

enough spaces??? CHECK!

enough ppl??? CHECK!!

enough energy?? OF COURSE CHECK!!!

then the game's START!!!

first... we play ICE and WATER!!!

then everyone is sweat ...

second we play eagle chase chicks~ XD

NICE GAME OOO ^^

we all aren't sweat of the rains...

is sweat with our 'HAN SHUI'...

cuz we all really enjoy ourself there...

it is a very nice and unforgetable memory for us...

i really like CHAO JI...

cuz this is only a tuition centre that let me felt much of~

cares and loves..

i really hope everyone will like it too^^..

its just like a BIG FAMILY to every student... XD...

THANK YOU MY ALL TEACHERS =]

[I Miss Eu there~^^ <33]

音乐...(我的生命)

今天早上...

差点儿迟到去上芭蕾舞课...

因为贪睡...

因为做着美梦...

令人不想马上苏醒... XD



今天状况不够好...

可能...因为没有好好练习的关系...

被老师骂了...

惨~T.T



午餐后...

再到YAMAHA去上钢琴课...

音乐...

它能完完全全控制我的情绪...

也是目前为止...唯一的...

它的起伏...

它的自然美...

它的旋律...

总是不断地占据我的头脑...

就像是我的生命一样...

因此...

它是我不断追求的梦想之一...



献给烦恼的人的音乐...

需要柔情...忧闲...没有任何压力的旋律...

让他为世界停止呼吸...

享受自在...没有烦恼的几分钟...

或许...来一首...钢琴伴奏的 { 水精 }



献给为事业正在打拼的工作狂们的音乐...

需要摇滚...充满动力活泼的旋律...

释放自我的快感...会带来更多的信心...

帮助在事业上冲得更远... XD

可能...来一首...{ 为你而活 }



献给在热恋中的情侣们的音乐...

沉淀着浪漫...可爱...情侣耍花枪的甜蜜...

感觉...好像舔着棒棒糖或者吃着绵绵糖...

或者...躺在白云上的感觉...

一个字... 甜!!! { xiao jiu wo }...

lastly...
one more sentence thats enough famous...
NO MUSIC NO LIFE!!! XD...
i really agree the meaning abt it...

Amcee in MAJLIS PERPISAHAN!!! =]

OKAY...
story's continue here...

after i keep my things up...
of course rush down andden WALK to yann's house...
suddenly, teik yin ask me did my phone enough money to have a call??
i sure say got lar!!
I'M POST PAID d~
then he called his dad..
using kinda lotz of time...
i start worry ald...
cuz i am not enough time to do preparations!!!
when the calling's finished~
yann ran up to PS ald...
she ask me y so slow??
i din explain to her..
cuz really no time le!!!

walao...
THE TRIP!!!
u kno??
ITS SO FAR TO WALK!!!...
PLUS ME VERY TIRED LER~
haiz...
but we have no choice...
JUST WALK...

on the way...
she's there...
yaya... yann u're right...
thats my feelings...
sorry abt that...
it comes so sudden..
haven prepare yet~ ^^
u wont angry d right??

pls... ya...
don be like that...
sorry i really dunno how to face u...
sometimes i would like to have a try to accept u...
but after that...
i really felt very very stupid y i treat back u like this...
maybe the wall is too high.....
maybe its up up up nearer to heaven...
cant reach ald...
cant let it destroyed!!!
i just can say... SORRY...

okay.. back to the topic...
I WAN TO COMPLAIN!!!
YANN!!!! Y UR HOUSE D PASAR MALAM SO LONG D!!!
SO FAR ARGHHHZZZZ!!!!>.my legs become carrot legs jor!!!!
har!!! T_T
andden WE ALL ALSO RUSH IN TIME!!!!! Y.Y
cham ner~

andden ler...
i shower in yann's house...
OMGOODNESS~
FORGET TO BRING MY TOWEL~ =
hehe then i use yann's towel lor~ XD
sorry and thank you~ XD

then after shower...
of course do wat girls do lor~
XD...
make up...
wear nice clothes...
and do hair fashion...
that day u kno xx..(her hmmn)
she is so pretty!!!
beautiful ner!!!~
don jealous...
XD
me arh...
not so lor..
and very hot... ^_^

after that...
finish our preparations...
of course rush to scol...
but we all are late...
7.00 start our car...
7.13 like that reach...
late jor a lot... XD...
paiseh orh heaw eng and khai shien...
sorry for our LATE~

all of us begin nervours...
scare...
hahazz..
my heart popping so fast....
faster and faster...
till i step to the stage....
still continue non-stop...
luckily i din speak anything wrong there... XD

whole night...
i think i am not so good in my amcee job...
maybe my target is pulling higher than before...
so haven reach must got a little disappointed...
but nvm...
i ald try my best...
watever is the result...
good or bad...
i decide to face the problems...
and find it out my mistakes and wrong...
i will never forget wat i had learned that night...

i need to control my own mood...
don let anything change my feelings...
must GAMBATEH le~
cannot be so afraid...
cannot hid myself...
my show it all who am i...
i must...

yann... jian zhang...
u all also did very well that day...
i kno u r the first time...
maybe u r not enough confidence or wat??
but did u like this job??
did u wan to continue this game??
or u wan to stop it??
i really hope that u will enjoy when u r an amcee...

sorry JZ...
i alway kinda 'gan qing yong shi'...
right??
i must change this stupid mistakes...
i wont let it continue again... =]
GAMBATEH ALL OF US!!! XD
CHEERS~

(kinda lazy to describe it the whole night)
too many jor...
so...
i just use a sentence to describe...

the night for all form 5 PPS...
i hope that is a very enjoyable memory to u all...
i hope u all never forget me... this junior...
i will miss eu all...
every moment that we r gathering...
playing...
doing works...
i wish u all can be better than before who u r...
JYJYJY!!!
ALL D BEST~!!! =D
bye bye lor~....*

Majlis Perpisahan --==> PERMAINAN~*

kekekezzz...
after two days cai post blog.. =X..
paiseh ooo~

okay... masuk ke dalam the topic...
dunno how is goin on that day??
my mood sometimes HIGH sometimes down...
interested right??
come on... SCROLL DOWN... XD

hmmn hmmn...!!!
now the story's begin... MUAKAKAKA...~
that day... abt 7.45...i woke up...
8.00 go to scol...
of course go for stand by and prepare for the PERMAINAN---MAJLIS PERPISAHAN...
although the game...MILLIONAIRE... still haven began...
we all so excited and enjoying ourself there...
me...jing yi...yann...may shan... yee leng...bih shin...ching hui...yuen-yi...kee jin... teik yin...kok choong...wei qi...huey chee (etc) there...
play...
enjoy...
ROCK...
scream... WHOLE DAY...
we all getting sot jor...
cuz too high wat~... thats good when we haven start the game yet...
open the radio...
pretending the ROCK STARS there...
WALAO KANASAI... SO HIGH!!!

OMgoodness..
that day rain le~
we have no choice...
so pindah our stall to those classes..

after that...
we had a mini meeting in PS...
JZ said maybe just 20-30 around d ppl participate the game...
wow...
we all sudden down...
everything that we had prepared..?!
just let 20-30 ppl enjoy...
ya...kinda sad...

before the GAME haven start yet...
Bih Shin said sudden all of the cans LOST??!!
we all so worry abt...
so we all go find here and there...
but at last we still find nothing...
scare...
worries...
i ask jia jiun can we go to the restaurant to wan some??
he say maybe its rush in time...
so cannot...
but i still hope we can...
then he let us go...
when me and yann rush down to the front of hall..
to borrow the umbrella from JZ...
(hey don forget hor... that time is still raining)...
and so... he don allow us go...
cuz maybe its too dangerous and not enough time...

then i go back to find bih shin..
ask her did she found something??
the answer is still maintain...
NO...
she think maybe is the restaurant aunti STOLE everything...
cuz before that she got asked abt it from her before...
wat de...
hate her...
THE THIEFWOMAN!!!

er... forget who jor...
he/she bring the cans...
but its comes from the rubbish bins...
=.=!
no choice lur..
me and bibi plan to change to method to play the game...
after that...
Jia Jiun bring a box FULL OF CANS!!!
oh yes!!
got cans le!!!hooray~
then the method we use back the old one...
finally...

andden we go back our stall ...
stand by-ing...
till 5-10 minutes...
very sien jor...
so i go to find my frens..
sudden jun ee come up to tel us a good news...
WHATS THAT???
YEAH!!! THERE IS AROUND 50 PPL TAKING PART!!!
we all so happy and cheers!!!
finally...
thats what we all wanna to hear abt...
OH YEAH~...

then the game is start...
hahazz...
so cool man...
i keep going to use my brush to draw their face...
cuz they all lose easily...
kelian ooo them!!! XD
sorry ya guys...
u all wont be angry right?? XE

half an hour ago...
ITS TIME FOR PK COMPETITION JOR~
but i din see anything...
cuz i rush in time...
need to keep everything in my 'STALL'
so...I DIN ENJOY ANYTHING... Y.Y
>.
watever lar!!!
andden after the game...
its time to walk to Yann d home to prepare to become an amcee lor!!!

***************NEXT STORY IN THE NEXT BLOG... =P ***************

石头...

these days...
dunno y...
feel like something different...
maybe is SPECIAL??
or a big change for me??
----confusing----

let see...

how to describe leh??
okay... start v my DEAR family bahs...

1) F-A-M-I-L-Y
last monday...
my brother having a trip in Singapore...
is a graduate trip v his frens and all guys...
he is so excited...
i still remember last night be4 the trip...
he cant sleep... XD..
very cute right??

four days 2 night...

i kno my father very miss his son...
A LOT...
four days...
me and my dad d distance...
nearer...
he treat me better...closer...and more care me..
dunno y....

or maybe i just replacing my brother's space in my dad's mind..
for four days...?
maybe dad needs 'pei ban'...v his son..
and i just being his model as he wan...

i told myself...
don think negatively...
u must trust ur dad...

after the four days...

my brother's back...
dad earn back his dear son...
and now...
i am stepping backwards...after my brother...
and i am going back my OWN place...
my dad treat me like be4 again...
none of cares... none of closer...and worse...

histories told me...
i am the last one in my dad's heart...
first is my mom...
second is my brother...
third is my father's company...
and last one is me...
maybe i am nothing...
maybe...

my frens told me...
my teachers told me...
maybe ur dad is just open his hands and let u fly...
its time for me to learn how to fly...
but did u kno??
when a little bird still learning how to fly~
did its dad leave it alone?? NO!!
who will be its teacher??
except this...
daddy also need to spread it out love and caring!!!
this is main solute for the solution..
but where is it now??
maybe everything is flying away with the wind...
passing by time...

the word of FAMILY...
F=FATHER
A=AND
M=MOTHER
I=I
L=LOVE
U=YOU...
father and mother i love u...

everytime...
my tears swimming in my eyes when i am looking at this word..
for me... it just belongs to DISAPPOINTED...

2) A-M-C-E-E
ppl ask me...
did u scare when u stand on a stage and speaking a lot??
can i say i am scare..??
did u kno wat tone u must use when u r being amcee??
i donno... i am not sure...confusing...don ask me can??

be4 that...
i am so happy when i am having amcee job...
cuz i think i am a talkative girl...
when i am still a kid...
my mom hope that i can become a lawyer...
becuz i like to talk and speak...
wat topic i also can talk start from morning till night...
NON-STOP...
but dunno y...
after the singging competition..
i got a little scare to become an amcee..
maybe is lack of confidence...

i always tell myself..
if u wan to become an amcee...
u must learn how to control ur confidence and ur mood...
don let this two problems control back u...
the majlis will be coming soon...
u cant scare now...
u must try ur best...
don let the tears out...
after the majlis...
u can cry whole day also can...
don like that pls KJY...

she trust that i can lead her...
she trust me a lot...
she trust that i can do very well that day...
because of ur trust...
tell me that i cant fail that day...
i really cant...
cuz ur hopes and confidence to me..
made me scare than before...
but i wont let my scare to fail this job...
u also need to JY...
trust urself...

he also trust i can be a very good d amcee...
i am so proud i have him as my senior...
he teaches me a lot...
he is a very good big brother...
gives me support...
tell me don ever give up to become an amcee..
so i cant fail that day too...
i cant made him disappoint to me...
i cant...
i must continue my dream to be an amcee....
become his best junior...
ikut jejak like him...
i must...
because i also like the amcee job...

i kno its hard...
i kno its very challenge...
i kno its stress...
i kno to lead a fren is not easy...
i kno how tired and difficult when he is leading me be4...
i kno three of us are very nervous...
i kno...

believe urself KJY...
sure thats not easy to be...
but this is one of the challenge that GOD give u...
don give up wherever till end...
GAMBATEH!!!
Jian Zhang..
and Yan...
we all must JYJYJY!!! XD...

:::>>>~---ALL D BEST!!AMCEE!!---~<<<:::