these days...
dunno y...
although its a very very fun chinese new year...
a very special year for me...
but i still felt my heart...
no volume...
no weight...
no sounds...
just vacumn there...
E-M-P-T-Y...
B-L-A-N-K...
let it pass away...
everything...
hates...
angers...
sads...
jealouses...
GO AWAY FROM MY LIFE [>_<] DON EVER COME BACK ANYMORE...
so happy u're still here...
u kno wat??
now i am kinda abnormal ald...
dunno y... Y.Y
however...
ur every words every sentences...
makes me laugh and smile and warm my heart...
really kinda blissful got u besides me...
thx ^^...muakszzz... XD..love u dear... XD
hey sha po XD...
really miss u le...
wan to chat v u many many things after scol reopen...
i wan listen and hear ur laugh voices...
dear... ur happiness is my source of energy...
and that mentioned me...
i still got u... my true fren... XP..
i need to try... try to accept u dear... ^^
actually u're kinda good also...
maybe everyone cant be the perfect...
so...i ald decide...
i wan u to become my fren back... =]...
maybe a last chance for u...
to let u join in my life...
kinda weird...
both of us...
u kno wat?? i kinda confuse v something....
are u still treating me as ur true fren??
dunno y...after all of these~
our distance...gradually far...
yea... honestly..
i am wrong v wat i have did before...
i am trying to change..
i don wan be the one who always envying ppl...
give me some times to make it neutral...
now still got 35% acidic...
here...gonna say sorry to someone...
sorry i cant accept u...
i kno u're so good...
but i cant do that...
as this is a promise...[a promise to my VIP]
cant treat it as a joke and a game...
seriously...
hope u can found ur true love one day then...
but it couldnt be me...
sorry...
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Vacumn~
Friday, January 23, 2009
JIA HUI'S BIRTHDAY PARTY CELEBRATION x33
say cheese everyone XD
O.O CUTE XD
yo~ everyone is eating the cake... XD...nice and yummy = ]
Jing Yi and Me XD...we are...BESTIES ^^
GIRLS GROUP... xD
HELP ME !!!
today...
i did something...
that is not in my style...
i..
dunno y sudden do for that...
a spreading angers blog...
i delete it...
y my heart so soft??
just like a silk??
maybe is...
i am scare...
scare abt after when i post it up...
i will hurt my dearies...
maybe i should hide my tears...
to protect their feelings more than me??
yea...
suppose to...
i hope i can list it out my hate hate hate...
but at last...
i stop to do that...
izit that is a good way??
confusing...
i am getting SOT right now...
maybe tanjung rambutan is more suitable to me to live...
enough le... jen yee...
stop cry abt that...
ENOUGH !!!
tonight...
i am alone til midnight...
i cant sleep...
got two reason...
one is missing somebody...
the other is got arduous inside my heart...
who can give me hints??
any...
or striaight away an answer??
please...
Sunday, January 4, 2009
开学了咯!! 学校...我来也~ & 相遇 x33
滴答滴答.....滴答滴答....
铃!!!!!!!......
以后...
或许是从明天开始...
06:00:00...
巨响...就会变成我每一天早上的 '摧梦器' ...
不知道日后的我会不会习惯呢??
明天...就是中三的第一天...
开学日!!!
不知道早上班跟下午班有什么差别??
听朋友讲说...
早上班是 '灰色地带'~
还蛮恐怖的...
不一样的环境总是唤起我的好奇心...
哈哈~
回想起以前的我...
幼稚的中二生活...
有欢笑有悲伤...
有失去有得着...
有回忆有恶梦...
点点滴滴...
真的无法用言语来形容它的可贵...
也不是能用三分钟就可以诉说完的经验...
金钱买不回来的一切...
果然不是盖的 !!!
去年...
领袖的生活...也是我的第一次...
就如一场恶梦一样...
不容易的经历...
艰苦及以泪洗面的日子...
真的很难度过...
但是最后...我得到朋友的帮助...
勇敢的站起来...学习去面对一切...
恶梦360度转换成美丽的事实...
虽然迟是迟了点...
但是起码我认识了--领袖...
虽然我还不能100%是它...
但是我会尽可能完成超越50%的它...
我一定要加油...
朋友们给予我的鼓励和支持...
是不可以白费...
加油关靖仪!!! 你可以的~ XD
去年...
我也重新了解到了我自己...
属于什么类型的一个人...
科学家终于成功探讨到了关靖仪是谁...耶!!!!
还寻找到了真心的好友...
大家心知肚明吧~
友谊永固!!!! 万岁~
小学的时候...
我一直都还蛮内向的...
朋友很多...
但真心朋友只有一个... XD
哈哈...就是你啦~淑仪...
我当然还记得你是谁...
我的记忆力还蛮强的...
不过短暂失亿症是有的...
有好处的叻!!!
证明了我不记仇~
哈!!
失去音讯了两年...
终于在今天...星期日...2009年1月4日...
我们在MSN相遇...
好想念你哦....哦...哦!!!!
哈哈...
刚才的你令我想起很多童年的回忆...
因为我的童年时光...都被你占据了90%~ XD
你变漂亮了哦!!!
一定有很多男生排长龙在追你吧??
哇塞!!! 难怪你那么忙~ =D
黄淑仪终于回来了!!!
太棒了!!!~呵呵...
愿我们友谊更上一层楼!!!~耶!!!
新的一年...有新的开始...
答应自己的承诺...一定要做到...!!!
新春的表演...
一定要好好加油!!!
呈现出最好的致所有观众~...
PMR... 中三的最新挑战...
一定要得到8个A!!!
加油加油加油!!!
