Saturday, September 26, 2009

The voices in ur heart might be the best solution...

somebody tolds me...
i am so lonely...

somebody mention abt...

how sad and hurt when some one be abandomed...

somebody said...
they will afraid and fear in the darkness without friendship...
somebody always think...
y they will be the one who leften out?
somebody also ponder that...
NO ONE LOVES THEM...


REALLY???



during this holidays...
i try to life for myself...
i don wan any support...
i don wan any shoulder...
i don wan be sad...
i wan to be jubilant...
i wan to be independent...
i wan to stand on my own two feet...
i wan to be strong...

i understand sometimes GOD will give out many of difficult test...
erm... i think CHALLENGE is more accurate lar~
maybe this kind of test is just to tell us...
which level r u in it...
i am glad GOD treat me unfairly...
cuz i knew...
those unfair[s] will build me up a strong muscle...
so... those falls...
is worthy... valuable...
i should cherish it well...

i found some of my frens always be happy...
i admired them... ^^
i still remember...
those smiles and noisy moment in my class...
i miss it badly... ^^

i think...
i shouldnt be too sensitive...
sensitive just will make ppl...
be sad... annoyed...always grumble here grumble there...
wats the benefits there?


CONSEQUENTLY~


dont listen those noises that u ald understand its just rubbish...
sometimes...
when u're annoying abt those sentences from external voices...
please... believe in urself~
the voices in ur heart might be the best solution...

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Description of 19/9

hey-ya~ my blog... ^^

uuurrrhhh...
PMR is coming le~
so stress arrhhh~
wan to run away from my refrence books...
and also those PMR model test paperS~
i am scare...

lots of days didnt touch my blog ald...
but now my dad bring away my laptop...
so.. i just can use my brother's computer lur~ T.T
haiz...

there's a story here...

last saturday... i am ssososososo tiring...

first.. i go to my piano lesson...
2.00pm - 3.00pm

after that... i go to Super tuition centre...
3.00pm - 5.00pm [ i knew i am late a bit XP ]

then the next tuition KH
from 5.10pm - 6.10pm

huh~ i thought i can relax now... FINALLY can...
then my mom sudden came bak...
she said... WOW~ WE'RE LATE~
??????? late for wat?
then she explain to me... [etc]

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WAT?? we need to attend my cousin's MAN YUE JIU?????
wat de.... i am tired mom~
but no matter how i grumble
my mom still din hiu me...
haiz...
okay... suan le...

then my daddy fetch us go lor~
u kno wat?
my dad go there for 3-4 times le
still can forget the way to my uncle's house?????
hahahaha...
then hor...
the funniest is...
we totally sesat jalan for lots of times...
and the most important thing is...
my stomach hitting the drum start from afternoon till now...
all of us sesat from 6.30pm till 9.30pm something...

my feel in the car is...
nearly wan to vomit... and then wan to sleep...

few minutes later...
then dunno how...
my brother still remember a little the way to ther...
and then with some agak agak....
we reach there...
so funny...

i thought finally i got something to eat le...
na li zhi dao~
those food and dishes still left separuh oni...
haiz...
and then uncle say belanja us eat maggie mee...
u kno wat? its better than nothing...

after that i rest at my uncle's house...
although its really very noisy...
so many kids fooling there... =.=
but i no mood to accompany them le..
just sitting on the sofa...
and then sms v frens~

thanks for those good frens who accompany me that night... ^^
got yann... kai jun... jing yi...
thanks yea =]
thats the day...
soososososo FUNNY XD

+++ the baby is so cute~ just like his dad [ my uncle ]
++++ be happy yea baby~ and thx.. uncle onn

THE END~

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

要开心 其实很容易

*haha!
i am at scol now~
我在学校哦~*

最近
不知道为什么
我活得很开心
没有太多的忧虑
没有忧愁
也许
你们说的对
要快乐 其实很简单
就是不要把不快乐的事情放在心里
要伤心也一下下就够了!

我还记得
我是如何平复自己那七十二变的情绪
也许这只是适合我的方法
不难的~
只要不断地重复
[ 我要冷静……我要冷静……我一定要冷静…… ]
哈哈~ 很愚蠢对吗?
但是这方法 的确很管用!!!




好了~
要开会了
再会了~ 我的心海 ^^
lolzzzXD