uNTITLED~

haha...
long time ago didnt write english post lur~
haiz...this computer don have Chinese Star oso...
no choice lur..
cuz my dad rampas my laptop...
so.. what can i do? =.=

just read ur blog..
i dunno the one u mention abt..
izit me?
i dunno...
but i confused~
and i knew that...
i realize that..
the moment i finished ur blog...
the natural and right..
i thought it was me...

so...wat do u think?

maybe i should tell u something...
just now while i am chatting v u...in msn...
yea...
i lie at u...
the reason i moody today...
not just THE PROBLEM i told u oni...
its also related to friends...

i hate myself...
i hate y i like to ''yi lai'' my frens beside me??
W-H-Y???
y i always be the one who always left out by my frens?
am i invisible or even NOTHING??

the most important is...
y i always keep going having negative thinking?
and always hate those frens who abandom me?????
because of this problem...
i think and ponder it for the all day long...
its wasting my time...
but if i dont make a conclusion...
how can i focus my mind in other situation?
especially my academics...
uuuurrrrrrrhhhhhhhh [>.<]

okay... calm down...
huh~
today is a new day...
today i am having a jubilant life~
okay... relax...

now..
i ald made a conclusion...
i understood that...
frens is not everything...
i still got my parents...
my life...
my smiles =]
if i am fated don have any true frens...
haha...

SO WHAT?????

izit means that i cant live happily???
who said so...?

wat i wan to say is...
i am sorry...
i kno i should and must treat my frens honestly...
but i dunno y..
at that moment..
i am speechless..
maybe its not the time i told u everything first...
perhaps on the next day~
i dunno y u will sense dao i am unhappy for today..
but... thx..^^
cuz i am touch while u're asking me this question...
dunno y i will touch also..
this feeling came out abruptly...

P.S : if one day Kuan Jen Yee is moody and having problems...
or even look like stressful...
u can choose two ways to do so...

1. u can make her smile or telling jokes and ghost stories... cuz she will throw away those sadness becuz of these...

2. don ask anything... just sit at the place which is next to her... and wait... cuz she sure will tell u anything abt her bad feelings and bla bla bla~ just be patient... cuz while she notices that moment is suitable to spread out those machine guns bullets... she wont let the chances fly away...

the last sentence for u.. my fren...
I AM SORRY~
and..
THANK YOU.. =]

通了！

我终于明白了一件事
朋友虽然很重要
但千万不可对他们产生依赖

友情这门东西
也只能说
随缘

有可能是天意弄人
也有可能是人心难测
更有可能只是个过客
也也有可能会是一辈子的友谊

怨？
何必。。？

哭？
何必。。？

气？
何必。。？

缘
就是如此

缘来
就接受

缘去
也学着接受

若连洒脱的心态我也做不到
我就是猪！！！
哈哈~

想不到

当我想通了这些

心里阵出些痛快！

谁说生活一定要有朋友才能过得精彩？

想

夜晚的星光。。

在爱情里是属于最浪漫的情节~

不知道有没有机会。。

能够躺在我爱的人的怀里。。

仰望星空。。

度过浪漫的时刻~



当流行滑过。。

我会许愿。。

我希望。。

我们之间能够长长久久~ 永不分离~

但愿我能像它一样。。

在整个沙滩里。。

扮演着最闪耀的星星~

夜晚。。

是人类最脆弱的时候。。

因为夜。。是黑色的。。

给我们的感觉。。

是孤寂的。。

当你孤单一个人的时候。。

也许点燃了蜡烛。。

会散发出微微的光芒。。

让你解除那。。

夜晚的孤寂~

不管路途是否难走。。

不管泪流了多少。。

不管伤有多痛。。

一定要记得。。

自己身边拥有很多的朋友~

切记：我是幸福的！

一颗心的结合。。

需要两个人的手。。

不管是友情。。还是爱情。。

都一样！