不知道...自己怎么了???
今天...
哭了两次...
眼泪越来越不听话了...
是我感性了??
还是我...敏感了??
敏感...
明明不需要去在意这些...
硬硬要把简单的事情想得更复杂...
是不是自己太执着了??
第一时间只想到哭~
真没用...
理智和正面想法...
你们去了那里啊???
感性...
当我冷静下来...
想清楚..看清楚..听清楚了之后...
才发觉到...
原来...一切一切...
都是你们的用心良苦...
你们的苦心...
我居然哭了之后...任性了之后才知道...
真的很对不起...
之后...
回到班...
她突然的解释...
让我心一触动...
鼻子一酸....
眼睛下雨了~
包含了无数的感动...
真的...
我还以为在你们的心目中...
我是渺小的...
以为...我只是其中一个小兵...
但是从现在起...
我了解了...
我不是渺小....
我是团体中的其中一只手...
原来...
在一个家庭里...
一个团体里...
没有分上下...尊卑...
每个人都有他们必履行的工作...
只要做好本分...
对自己所曾努力过的没有怨言...
就够了...
凡是不要讲求太多...
希望越高...失望越大...
为了自己的欲望而攀爬得那么高...
只会摔得越重...
何必自讨苦吃呢??
为何因此而伤害自己??
然后污染了自己对工作上那份纯真的热诚??
放开一点...
不要想太多...
让自己退一步...
海阔天空吧... =]
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
我的坏习惯
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Sunday, March 1, 2009
人言可畏
好想念我的部落格哦!!!
很对不起让我的好朋友们失望了...
因为种种原因...
我不想面对我的真心...
我的镜子...
现在才发现...
我正在逃避...
当一个人诉说出实话...
能够得到释放...
但是却狠狠地伤害了身边的朋友...
那又有什么好处???
我宁愿藏在心里打死都不说...
那天...
我不是因为你认为的原因而生气你...
而是因为另一个原因...
有没有察觉到每一次我们一起出去...
如果有她的存在...
我永远只会是走在你们后面的临时演员...
不是吗??
相信你是误会我了...
有没有印象...
每一次跟你们整大班一起出去的时候...
我总是犹豫不决...
因为我不希望每一次都会历史重演...
我怕了...
真的会站在人群里突然丧失信心...
那种滋味...你了解吗??
在这里...
我想要让你知道...
我不会再因为那些那么表面...虚荣的东西...
因此而动摇我们之间的友情...
我答应你...
有时侯...
人不可以活在一个充满 '人言' 的世界里...
因为人有感觉...有理性...有感性...有情绪...有胆怯...
也会因为积少成多的人言而改变自己对事情的看法和理智...
一旦心里的坚持和信心受到那些微不足道的人言产生动摇...
那很有可能会让恶魔牵着你的鼻子走向歪路...
战胜了天使在一旁给予的辅助...
人...不知道为什么都经常把 '人言' 摆在前方...
慢慢的...自己的想法很自然的被丢弃在后方...
因此...很多不必要的误会都会因而占据我们双方彼此之间的信任....
想象看日后...
世界会变得怎样??
会不会因为人心的恶劣...
不断的和别人作出比较包括最要好的朋友??
勾心斗角的场面...
会不会...俞増俞多??
因此...
如果要走向正确的道路...
做正确的事...
人类...一定要在面对上帝的挑战和难题时...
掩耳闭眼....
冷静地...静静地...
聆听自己的心语...
再次扶起天使...为天使疗伤...
再次相信他给予的解药...
这样一来...一切的事情就会被婉转...
误会会随着时间而消失...
友谊就会战胜人言...
如果有一天...
我失去了心里的天使...
我的朋友们...还有你们两个...
可以弄醒我吗???
我需要你们... =]...
拜托...
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Sunday, February 1, 2009
A day v frens... CELEBRATE CHINESE NEW YEAR... XD
yesterday... i was kinda worry abt today...
its a CNY celebrations v my frens...
got shin ni...christine...wei qi...bih shin...yee leng..and aunchian...
last night cant sleep well cuz kinda excited and nervous... XD
for me...today kinda fun also...oh yeah... [hmmnn]
okay...start the story now... XP
today morning...nonono...more accurate is afternoon...
i woke up... =X...
at 12.45 i think...
cuz yesterday cant sleep as missing somebody...
so...read my story book... [YUE LIANG CHENG]~
nice story then... x3
so..~
today i am late...
they all [ shin ni...wei qi...and christine] arrive my house...
u kno wat??
I STILL CHANGING MY CLOTHES O_O
they all wait me abt 10 minutes le i think...=X...
my dad was scolding me with it...
paiseh ooo dears... WO BU SHI GU YI DER~ Y.Y
and then... we all chat many things in the living room...
kinda funny then...
seems like we all got many things to chat...
maybe too miss u all le... XD
so funny lar...
especially Christine...
still as the same... SHA DA JIE... xP...
cute then.... ^^..
u all more prettier ald...
leng lui liao lar... got many guys pikat u all... XP...
must be busy than me i think... =X...
hope next time we all can go out again...
so missing just now d moments...
really enjoy abt it... =D
after that... we go to lm to eat...
as they all kinda hungry ald...
and i also lar... XD
then we all go to wong kok to enjoy our lunch...
wei qi and shin ni order a black pepper chicken rice and block pepper pork rice...
while me and christine order a set of steak...
both of us eat chicken steak but different sauce...
i am v black pepper but christine prefer mushroom sauce...
i think hers taste better... XD
sudden...bih shin... yee leng... and aun chian...
they come to wong kok...
i think thay sure will shock cuz we all are eating...
well.. i guess so... =S...
so sorry need u all wait me...
in lm such a long time...
kinda embarrase abt it...
so... after making some decisions...
they girls... wan to stay in lm cuz go to my house also will be kinda boring...
sorry i cant entertain u all well...
maybe next time better??? =]
anyway...thx for coming today...=D
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR dear~muaks muakszzz x33
after that... we all sit my dad's car go back my home...
i think ac kinda enjoying sitting my dad's car... XD
ngek ngek... lolzz...
after we reached...
they all visit my house...
hey now i just realize my house got many mirrors...
and we all use the mirrors to take photo...
think bak the moment just now...
its kinda funny...
cant imagine that we all so zi lian ler~ XD...
besides that...
we all always cant control our laugh when we saw ac's smiles....
dunno how to describe... its kinda funny... =X...
ac i don have other meaning..
just dunno y i feel like wan to have a big laugh.... XD
u kno wat?? for me is kinda memorable...for today this moment...^^
from this... i also realize that...
we all cherish our hapiness v each other...
an unforgetable memory for today...
x33~FRIENDSHIP FOREVER YEA~x33
just now we also got sing K..
kinda fun then...
dunno y my mic got problem ald... Y_Y
broke again.... sot sot der... haiz~
but its fun then... XD
i like it...
YOYOYOYO MAN~ =D [cool~]
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