Amcee in MAJLIS PERPISAHAN!!! =]

OKAY...
story's continue here...

after i keep my things up...
of course rush down andden WALK to yann's house...
suddenly, teik yin ask me did my phone enough money to have a call??
i sure say got lar!!
I'M POST PAID d~
then he called his dad..
using kinda lotz of time...
i start worry ald...
cuz i am not enough time to do preparations!!!
when the calling's finished~
yann ran up to PS ald...
she ask me y so slow??
i din explain to her..
cuz really no time le!!!

walao...
THE TRIP!!!
u kno??
ITS SO FAR TO WALK!!!...
PLUS ME VERY TIRED LER~
haiz...
but we have no choice...
JUST WALK...

on the way...
she's there...
yaya... yann u're right...
thats my feelings...
sorry abt that...
it comes so sudden..
haven prepare yet~ ^^
u wont angry d right??

pls... ya...
don be like that...
sorry i really dunno how to face u...
sometimes i would like to have a try to accept u...
but after that...
i really felt very very stupid y i treat back u like this...
maybe the wall is too high.....
maybe its up up up nearer to heaven...
cant reach ald...
cant let it destroyed!!!
i just can say... SORRY...

okay.. back to the topic...
I WAN TO COMPLAIN!!!
YANN!!!! Y UR HOUSE D PASAR MALAM SO LONG D!!!
SO FAR ARGHHHZZZZ!!!!>.my legs become carrot legs jor!!!!
har!!! T_T
andden WE ALL ALSO RUSH IN TIME!!!!! Y.Y
cham ner~

andden ler...
i shower in yann's house...
OMGOODNESS~
FORGET TO BRING MY TOWEL~ =
hehe then i use yann's towel lor~ XD
sorry and thank you~ XD

then after shower...
of course do wat girls do lor~
XD...
make up...
wear nice clothes...
and do hair fashion...
that day u kno xx..(her hmmn)
she is so pretty!!!
beautiful ner!!!~
don jealous...
XD
me arh...
not so lor..
and very hot... ^_^

after that...
finish our preparations...
of course rush to scol...
but we all are late...
7.00 start our car...
7.13 like that reach...
late jor a lot... XD...
paiseh orh heaw eng and khai shien...
sorry for our LATE~

all of us begin nervours...
scare...
hahazz..
my heart popping so fast....
faster and faster...
till i step to the stage....
still continue non-stop...
luckily i din speak anything wrong there... XD

whole night...
i think i am not so good in my amcee job...
maybe my target is pulling higher than before...
so haven reach must got a little disappointed...
but nvm...
i ald try my best...
watever is the result...
good or bad...
i decide to face the problems...
and find it out my mistakes and wrong...
i will never forget wat i had learned that night...

i need to control my own mood...
don let anything change my feelings...
must GAMBATEH le~
cannot be so afraid...
cannot hid myself...
my show it all who am i...
i must...

yann... jian zhang...
u all also did very well that day...
i kno u r the first time...
maybe u r not enough confidence or wat??
but did u like this job??
did u wan to continue this game??
or u wan to stop it??
i really hope that u will enjoy when u r an amcee...

sorry JZ...
i alway kinda 'gan qing yong shi'...
right??
i must change this stupid mistakes...
i wont let it continue again... =]
GAMBATEH ALL OF US!!! XD
CHEERS~

(kinda lazy to describe it the whole night)
too many jor...
so...
i just use a sentence to describe...

the night for all form 5 PPS...
i hope that is a very enjoyable memory to u all...
i hope u all never forget me... this junior...
i will miss eu all...
every moment that we r gathering...
playing...
doing works...
i wish u all can be better than before who u r...
JYJYJY!!!
ALL D BEST~!!! =D
bye bye lor~....*

Majlis Perpisahan --==> PERMAINAN~*

kekekezzz...
after two days cai post blog.. =X..
paiseh ooo~

okay... masuk ke dalam the topic...
dunno how is goin on that day??
my mood sometimes HIGH sometimes down...
interested right??
come on... SCROLL DOWN... XD

hmmn hmmn...!!!
now the story's begin... MUAKAKAKA...~
that day... abt 7.45...i woke up...
8.00 go to scol...
of course go for stand by and prepare for the PERMAINAN---MAJLIS PERPISAHAN...
although the game...MILLIONAIRE... still haven began...
we all so excited and enjoying ourself there...
me...jing yi...yann...may shan... yee leng...bih shin...ching hui...yuen-yi...kee jin... teik yin...kok choong...wei qi...huey chee (etc) there...
play...
enjoy...
ROCK...
scream... WHOLE DAY...
we all getting sot jor...
cuz too high wat~... thats good when we haven start the game yet...
open the radio...
pretending the ROCK STARS there...
WALAO KANASAI... SO HIGH!!!

OMgoodness..
that day rain le~
we have no choice...
so pindah our stall to those classes..

after that...
we had a mini meeting in PS...
JZ said maybe just 20-30 around d ppl participate the game...
wow...
we all sudden down...
everything that we had prepared..?!
just let 20-30 ppl enjoy...
ya...kinda sad...

before the GAME haven start yet...
Bih Shin said sudden all of the cans LOST??!!
we all so worry abt...
so we all go find here and there...
but at last we still find nothing...
scare...
worries...
i ask jia jiun can we go to the restaurant to wan some??
he say maybe its rush in time...
so cannot...
but i still hope we can...
then he let us go...
when me and yann rush down to the front of hall..
to borrow the umbrella from JZ...
(hey don forget hor... that time is still raining)...
and so... he don allow us go...
cuz maybe its too dangerous and not enough time...

then i go back to find bih shin..
ask her did she found something??
the answer is still maintain...
NO...
she think maybe is the restaurant aunti STOLE everything...
cuz before that she got asked abt it from her before...
wat de...
hate her...
THE THIEFWOMAN!!!

er... forget who jor...
he/she bring the cans...
but its comes from the rubbish bins...
=.=!
no choice lur..
me and bibi plan to change to method to play the game...
after that...
Jia Jiun bring a box FULL OF CANS!!!
oh yes!!
got cans le!!!hooray~
then the method we use back the old one...
finally...

andden we go back our stall ...
stand by-ing...
till 5-10 minutes...
very sien jor...
so i go to find my frens..
sudden jun ee come up to tel us a good news...
WHATS THAT???
YEAH!!! THERE IS AROUND 50 PPL TAKING PART!!!
we all so happy and cheers!!!
finally...
thats what we all wanna to hear abt...
OH YEAH~...

then the game is start...
hahazz...
so cool man...
i keep going to use my brush to draw their face...
cuz they all lose easily...
kelian ooo them!!! XD
sorry ya guys...
u all wont be angry right?? XE

half an hour ago...
ITS TIME FOR PK COMPETITION JOR~
but i din see anything...
cuz i rush in time...
need to keep everything in my 'STALL'
so...I DIN ENJOY ANYTHING... Y.Y
>.
watever lar!!!
andden after the game...
its time to walk to Yann d home to prepare to become an amcee lor!!!

***************NEXT STORY IN THE NEXT BLOG... =P ***************

石头...

these days...
dunno y...
feel like something different...
maybe is SPECIAL??
or a big change for me??
----confusing----

let see...

how to describe leh??
okay... start v my DEAR family bahs...

1) F-A-M-I-L-Y
last monday...
my brother having a trip in Singapore...
is a graduate trip v his frens and all guys...
he is so excited...
i still remember last night be4 the trip...
he cant sleep... XD..
very cute right??

four days 2 night...

i kno my father very miss his son...
A LOT...
four days...
me and my dad d distance...
nearer...
he treat me better...closer...and more care me..
dunno y....

or maybe i just replacing my brother's space in my dad's mind..
for four days...?
maybe dad needs 'pei ban'...v his son..
and i just being his model as he wan...

i told myself...
don think negatively...
u must trust ur dad...

after the four days...

my brother's back...
dad earn back his dear son...
and now...
i am stepping backwards...after my brother...
and i am going back my OWN place...
my dad treat me like be4 again...
none of cares... none of closer...and worse...

histories told me...
i am the last one in my dad's heart...
first is my mom...
second is my brother...
third is my father's company...
and last one is me...
maybe i am nothing...
maybe...

my frens told me...
my teachers told me...
maybe ur dad is just open his hands and let u fly...
its time for me to learn how to fly...
but did u kno??
when a little bird still learning how to fly~
did its dad leave it alone?? NO!!
who will be its teacher??
except this...
daddy also need to spread it out love and caring!!!
this is main solute for the solution..
but where is it now??
maybe everything is flying away with the wind...
passing by time...

the word of FAMILY...
F=FATHER
A=AND
M=MOTHER
I=I
L=LOVE
U=YOU...
father and mother i love u...

everytime...
my tears swimming in my eyes when i am looking at this word..
for me... it just belongs to DISAPPOINTED...

2) A-M-C-E-E
ppl ask me...
did u scare when u stand on a stage and speaking a lot??
can i say i am scare..??
did u kno wat tone u must use when u r being amcee??
i donno... i am not sure...confusing...don ask me can??

be4 that...
i am so happy when i am having amcee job...
cuz i think i am a talkative girl...
when i am still a kid...
my mom hope that i can become a lawyer...
becuz i like to talk and speak...
wat topic i also can talk start from morning till night...
NON-STOP...
but dunno y...
after the singging competition..
i got a little scare to become an amcee..
maybe is lack of confidence...

i always tell myself..
if u wan to become an amcee...
u must learn how to control ur confidence and ur mood...
don let this two problems control back u...
the majlis will be coming soon...
u cant scare now...
u must try ur best...
don let the tears out...
after the majlis...
u can cry whole day also can...
don like that pls KJY...

she trust that i can lead her...
she trust me a lot...
she trust that i can do very well that day...
because of ur trust...
tell me that i cant fail that day...
i really cant...
cuz ur hopes and confidence to me..
made me scare than before...
but i wont let my scare to fail this job...
u also need to JY...
trust urself...

he also trust i can be a very good d amcee...
i am so proud i have him as my senior...
he teaches me a lot...
he is a very good big brother...
gives me support...
tell me don ever give up to become an amcee..
so i cant fail that day too...
i cant made him disappoint to me...
i cant...
i must continue my dream to be an amcee....
become his best junior...
ikut jejak like him...
i must...
because i also like the amcee job...

i kno its hard...
i kno its very challenge...
i kno its stress...
i kno to lead a fren is not easy...
i kno how tired and difficult when he is leading me be4...
i kno three of us are very nervous...
i kno...

believe urself KJY...
sure thats not easy to be...
but this is one of the challenge that GOD give u...
don give up wherever till end...
GAMBATEH!!!
Jian Zhang..
and Yan...
we all must JYJYJY!!! XD...

:::>>>~---ALL D BEST!!AMCEE!!---~<<<:::